I assure you this isnt a joke. Yes, I do know that it was an enormously popular comic and that it was certainly hilarious. However, that will not stop my decision, and in fact, its popularity only makes me surer that I want to terminate it.
Yes, I am very much going to do so.
I began this comic on a whim in a very low and destuctive point in my life, a point from which I am still working with God to purge from my mind, and from which many bad memories, decisions, and journal pages spring. This comic is one of those things Im going to get rid of. Why? Well, I have a few reasons:
The first is simple: It was wholly depressing.
Now, I know there is a difference between dark in nature and depressing altogether, and while it is true that the comic was a lot lighter than most emo comics, if it didnt necessarily depress the audience, it most certainly depressed me.
In actuality, I couldnt write it at all unless I was depressed, and writing them was worse than a venting attempt, because not only did it fail to fix my depressive pit, but it made depression worse, and my world a lot darker. Merely reading them begins to pull me down somewhat even now, and Id rather not look at them at all, much less make more.
Theres no reason whatever to purposefully lure myself into a depression, and theres no reason, I believe, to have entertainment already provided once I do stumble. Im going through one of those phases that often happen to war veterans: a desire to remove anything dark or depressing from their lives.
The second reason is likewise simple: They ruined my drawing ability.
Ever since I began to write them in fall 2007, my skill with the pencil and motivation whatsoever for drawing anything worth doing so have plummeted. Before, whenever I did comics, I always progressed and got better, but one the other hand, those comics were always far more advanced than the chibi art. My dwelling in the simple, consistent figures that were a decline from my ability prevented me from developing or growing in art and brought me lower because of that. I havent been able to draw a decent picture of a human being from my minds eye since.
However, more important than anything, God doesnt want this for me. Call me a religious nutcase if you will, but I truly believe this. There is nothing about the comic that is uplifting, encouraging, bright, or God-honoring at all; so therefore, how on earth is it going to fulfill any kind of joy, hope, peace, or love? It has no good reason to be, so Im removing it. Why not? I belong to God. He gave me the gift of art and of drawing, and then I end up using it for this dark, depressing, violent, insulting, and even blasphemous story. I dont intend for these drawings to become my legacy, and I certainly dont want them brought before me as possible material for my condemnation.
I am removing them from my portfolio and mind, and God is removing them from me as far as the east is from the west.
Phillipians 4:8
As for the rest of you, I pray you will see what I mean, or if not, at least understand my decision. Im not sorry for it, and I will not be detered. Insult me if you like, leave me if you will, Phillipians 4:12-13.
Ill be heading out for the trail tomorrow.
free hugs-
Jonathon, the Free Hug King








I'm sorry I'm a horrible 'watcher'. :/
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I´m glad you enjoyed my work, I see you´ve got some interesting art, and it´s awesome how you can touch so many disciplines.
I specially like the Squall and Rinoa drawing
a few of the friends i've made who were originally friends with you are flipping awesome!
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need a hug at least seven times a week...
Don't go unhugged.
Take a free hug from someone today.
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♥The-pirateninja
I have a blog now [link] woohoo!
yeah, she's a very wonderful person,
I have some very deep discussions with her,
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Two out of every pair of people
need a hug at least seven times a week...
Don't go unhugged.
Take a free hug from someone today.
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♥The-pirateninja
I have a blog now [link] woohoo!
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